Why I COOK
Plating and taking photos of my meals is part of what changed my relationship to food. These photos are another piece of my healing art - a celebration of my mental health and creativity in the kitchen. With every photo I take, it’s more than a recipe - at least to me. Each photograph is truly meant to express how I took an addiction to numbing my emotions and turned it into something beautiful.
For half of my life I used food, it was my best friend, the boyfriend I never had and my support when I didn’t find it at home. And the hardest part about food is that we need it to live, we can’t stop eating - it has to be confronted - and cooking was the best way I could manage that relationship. To touch it. To treat it like a piece of art.
When I stop to cook, move through my kitchen, plate and get lost in the moment - old feelings fade. What I’m left with is color and something I can share. Here are a few of my favorite plates and photos.